Don't Love You No More (I'm Sorry)

[VERSE 1]
For all the years that I've known you baby
I can't figure out the reason why lately you've been acting so cold(didn't you say)
If there's a problem we should work it out
So why you giving me the cold shoulder now
Like you don't even wanna talk to me girl(tell me)
Ok I know I was late again
I made you mad and dinners thrown in (the bin)
But why are you making this thing drag on so long(I wanna know)
I'm sick and tired of this silly game(silly games)
Don't think that I'm the only one here to blame
It's not me here who's been going round slamming doors
That's when you turned and said to me
I don't care babe who's right or wrong
I just don't love you no more.

[CHORUS]
Rain outside my window pouring down
What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry
Feeling like a fool cause I let you down
Now it's, too late, to turn it around
I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
You made it clear when you said
I just don't love you no more

[VERSE 2]
I know that I made a few mistakes
But never thought that things would turn out this way
Cause I'm missing something now that your gone(I see it all so clearly)
Me at the door with you in a state(in a state)
Giving my reasons but as you look away
I can see a tear roll down your face
That's when you turned and said to me
I don't care babe who's right or wrong
I just don't love you no more.

[BRIDGE]
Don't say those words it's so hard
They turn my whole world upside down
Girl you caught me completely off guard
On the night you said to meI just don't love you more.

A Dream Come True

I was watching the Pinoy Dream Academy finale yesterday. Actually hindi ko naman talaga nasusubaybayan yun pero I have a pretty good idea of the final 6 contestants. As usual natalbugan na naman ng ABS-CBN ang GMA pagdating sa mga finale (remember the less spectacular Pinoy Idol finale?) Anyway, maybe it's the show's title that made it more appealing to a lot of audience. Everyone loves to dream..in Filipino is "mangarap". I was pretty overwhelmed as the show was nearing its closure. I was crying a lot! Mababaw lang kasi talaga ang luha ko. I voted for Bugoy actually (second place sya), feeling ko kasi mas kailangan nya yung money and everything (house and lot, water business). Being the ultimate dreamer that he is, we can learn a thing or two from him. Just like what he shouted, "kahit simpleng tao, pwedeng mangarap" or in more familiar phrase, "hindi masamang mangarap".

All of us have dreams, whether its to have your own business, to travel around the world, to be promoted, or to possess something we want. Are dreams just a product of our imagination? or a temporary scapegoat from our reality full of problems and worries? I myself have dreams, but after watching PDA, it only confirms the fact that dreams do come true! But dreams don't just happen, it is a fruit a well sowned labor. So how can we become ultimate dreamers?

-Is it achievable? - of course it must be possible and feasible. So don't expect to become a superhero in the near future.

-Know your strengths and weaknesses - by knowing yourself you can then choose the right path or even the "easiest" path in achieving your dream.

-Plan and Focus - all activities should be directed in moving you closer to your dreams.

-Pray hard! - we can not do it without His help. And eventhough God is not answering our prayers everytime, always remember that He has better dreams for all of us.

So never stop dreaming! (we're humans afterall..) And go chase your dream, don't let the dream chase you. ^^

I've been away from my Mom for 7 years :( But that would be my ultimate dream, to be with her again :)

Back to blogging

After a year of absence (last post was Sept '07!?), I'm feeling the urge to blog again. Maybe because a lot of things are happening in my life right now, part happy and part sad.

I really like this current template! Simple web designs are "in" nowadays (just using soft hues). I've made my own designs before, and probably will be making another one, but this design suits me just fine. Please visit my other blogs as well http://www.pacificgaming.blogspot.com/

Some things do change, but at the end of the day some things still remain the same :)

It's been 2 months since I've been hired as a professional. All I can say is that Im having a great time here in our company. The truth is im hesitant at first, I really dont want to work here, not because its not worth it but maybe because Im not yet prepared for what may come. SGV is known for its work overload among its employees. So far I have no overload of work yet but I think Im already prepared now that the busy season is just around the corner. Of course I have other reasons why I chose this company but that is not important anymore(personal eh).

I can say that Im really blessed, I've been included into one of the happiest cluster of this organization. I do have wonderful officemates!. Eversince day one they really made me feel belonged, and being the friendly person I am, I can say that I made the right choice after all.

My new staff days are over. But I can't disregard my co-new staffs, composed of great people, specially the ladies hehe. I was the sole Thomasian in our batch, all of them came from la salle(animo!). At first I thought I will be out of place but everything went just fine. I dont know what they think of me but as far as Im concern, I really like all of them.

Justin - if you want "beauty and brain" then here she is. She has this very positive aura that I desire so much. Has a very soft voice and has a very very strong personality(and I mean it). One time a quarter of our cluster ordered lunch from chowking. The food came an hour late! She called the store and complained to the manager. She did it with authority, and she make it looks like easy, because she's smiling all the time. Amazing.. did I mentioned that she was number 11 in the board exams? cool.

Jessa - back in training, Jessa is one of the most confident lady Ive ever seen. She is an example of a true la sallian, vocal and smart. She is also the most talkative among the batch, she loves to laugh and crack some jokes. She is my favorite because she knows how to dress herself, always wearing corporate attire and heels. Lastly, she has this cute smile no one can resist, and her face resembles that of Maxene Magalona. ^^
Rein




to be continued

Ive decided to change this blog's theme from "fighting!" to "great!". Influenced this time by the japanese hehe (fighting! = koreans) specially by Great Teacher Onizuka. Like Onizuka, we must see life as a never-ending greatness, live life to the fullest as they say.. and thats exactly what Im gonna do.

Of all my blogs (I have 5 blogs hehe), this one is probably my favorite. I want to fill this space again, this time with meaningful posts. I really want to share to everyone what is really going on with my life and hopefully they can learn a thing or two.

Blogging is becoming more popular these days. In case youre not aware, you can earn real money just by blogging. Im planning to make another blog just for this purpose. For the mean time Ive made one for my team, still under construction but it is worth checking. www.pacificgaming.blogspot.com.

To Fight...is to overcome anything in order to gain something..something that is important, something worth keeping. It is a nature for humans to fight especially if it will affect his life so much. Ive used the word "fighting" for quite some time now. Whenever Im down or when I have problems, my innerself will always tell me to fight! not to give up no matter what! But as I take a few steps in life, I just realize that no matter how hard you try..there are just some fights in your life that you just can't win. Anyway life is just like a 2 way street, someone wins while the other side loses. But who wants to lose anyway...sadness, loneliness, depression...these are just a few things a "loser" can experience. I always associate fighting with love. Because everyone is capable of fighting for the ones they love. But one of the greatest tragedy in life...is not being with the person you love. Love can be a funny thing sometimes, you love someone but she loves somebody else. How will you fight for someone..if that someone is fighting for somebody else.. sad enough but true. 2 weeks before, I really felt like a loser. The moment you expect love is the moment everything will become troublesome. But of course I dont want to be remembered as the guy who fell in love to a friend and got wasted in the process. For me it really doesnt matter how hard you fall, what matters most is how strong you got up. Maybe the biggest mistake I made is that I expected too much. True love doesn't expect anything in return. =) Whats important is that you have the ability to love, and to share this love with someone. When I come to think of it, maybe I'm not a loser after all. I know God is alive within me, because He is indeed a God of Love. . Maybe In His eyes, Im the true winner. Because Ive been honest, and I don't regret anything at all. The rain has stopped...It's time for me to move on. =)

The Way I do

Your kiss
Your smile
Your mind
Your sunlight in my eyes
I miss
Your breath
On my neck
When we whisper in the night

(Bridge)
Didn’t wanna hold you
Didn’t wanna need you so bad
Didn’t wanna wake up
And find that I was falling so fast
Didn’t wanna need you
Didn’t wanna need anyone
Now look what you’ve done

{Chorus}
Now I can’t go on without you
I’m naked
I can’t fake it
I’m not that strong without you
Never thought I could love you
The way I do
Yeah…. Ohhh
The way I do…

[Verse 2]
Your touch
Your skin
Can’t believe the way you let me in
Don’t rush tonight
I need you like the ocean needs the tide

(Bridge)
Didn’t wanna hold you
Didn’t wanna need you so bad
Didn’t wanna wake up
And find that I was falling so fast
Didn’t wanna need you
Didn’t wanna need anyone
Now look what you’ve done

{Chorus}
Now I can’t go on without you
I’m naked
I can’t fake it
I’m not that strong without you
Never thought I could love you
The way I do

I always thought I would stand on my own
Climb a mountaintop all alone
Relying, depending on no one
Now look what you’ve done

{Chorus}
Now I can’t go on without you
I’m naked
I can’t fake it
Now I’m not that strong without you
Never thought I could love you
The way I do

Never thought I could love you
Never thought I could need you
Never thought I could want you
Baby… The way I do…

I love you…
I need you…
I want you…



To my betterfriend, kindly please listen to this song. I'll sing this one for you. Messege sent to s0ci0path_07@yahoo.com