Saturday, August 25, 2007

Ive decided to change this blog's theme from "fighting!" to "great!". Influenced this time by the japanese hehe (fighting! = koreans) specially by Great Teacher Onizuka. Like Onizuka, we must see life as a never-ending greatness, live life to the fullest as they say.. and thats exactly what Im gonna do.

Of all my blogs (I have 5 blogs hehe), this one is probably my favorite. I want to fill this space again, this time with meaningful posts. I really want to share to everyone what is really going on with my life and hopefully they can learn a thing or two.

Blogging is becoming more popular these days. In case youre not aware, you can earn real money just by blogging. Im planning to make another blog just for this purpose. For the mean time Ive made one for my team, still under construction but it is worth checking. www.pacificgaming.blogspot.com.

Saturday, August 18, 2007

To Fight...is to overcome anything in order to gain something..something that is important, something worth keeping. It is a nature for humans to fight especially if it will affect his life so much. Ive used the word "fighting" for quite some time now. Whenever Im down or when I have problems, my innerself will always tell me to fight! not to give up no matter what! But as I take a few steps in life, I just realize that no matter how hard you try..there are just some fights in your life that you just can't win. Anyway life is just like a 2 way street, someone wins while the other side loses. But who wants to lose anyway...sadness, loneliness, depression...these are just a few things a "loser" can experience. I always associate fighting with love. Because everyone is capable of fighting for the ones they love. But one of the greatest tragedy in life...is not being with the person you love. Love can be a funny thing sometimes, you love someone but she loves somebody else. How will you fight for someone..if that someone is fighting for somebody else.. sad enough but true. 2 weeks before, I really felt like a loser. The moment you expect love is the moment everything will become troublesome. But of course I dont want to be remembered as the guy who fell in love to a friend and got wasted in the process. For me it really doesnt matter how hard you fall, what matters most is how strong you got up. Maybe the biggest mistake I made is that I expected too much. True love doesn't expect anything in return. =) Whats important is that you have the ability to love, and to share this love with someone. When I come to think of it, maybe I'm not a loser after all. I know God is alive within me, because He is indeed a God of Love. . Maybe In His eyes, Im the true winner. Because Ive been honest, and I don't regret anything at all. The rain has stopped...It's time for me to move on. =)

Saturday, August 04, 2007

The Way I do

Your kiss
Your smile
Your mind
Your sunlight in my eyes
I miss
Your breath
On my neck
When we whisper in the night

(Bridge)
Didn’t wanna hold you
Didn’t wanna need you so bad
Didn’t wanna wake up
And find that I was falling so fast
Didn’t wanna need you
Didn’t wanna need anyone
Now look what you’ve done

{Chorus}
Now I can’t go on without you
I’m naked
I can’t fake it
I’m not that strong without you
Never thought I could love you
The way I do
Yeah…. Ohhh
The way I do…

[Verse 2]
Your touch
Your skin
Can’t believe the way you let me in
Don’t rush tonight
I need you like the ocean needs the tide

(Bridge)
Didn’t wanna hold you
Didn’t wanna need you so bad
Didn’t wanna wake up
And find that I was falling so fast
Didn’t wanna need you
Didn’t wanna need anyone
Now look what you’ve done

{Chorus}
Now I can’t go on without you
I’m naked
I can’t fake it
I’m not that strong without you
Never thought I could love you
The way I do

I always thought I would stand on my own
Climb a mountaintop all alone
Relying, depending on no one
Now look what you’ve done

{Chorus}
Now I can’t go on without you
I’m naked
I can’t fake it
Now I’m not that strong without you
Never thought I could love you
The way I do

Never thought I could love you
Never thought I could need you
Never thought I could want you
Baby… The way I do…

I love you…
I need you…
I want you…



To my betterfriend, kindly please listen to this song. I'll sing this one for you. Messege sent to s0ci0path_07@yahoo.com