Where am I. Im here in the UST library doing some blog postings. Its been a while since I use the pc's here. Lots of freshmens coming in doing their online NSTP class discussions. After 4 years they really have not perfected the system yet. Problem such as logging in is still intact. Anyway I've added a Radio Blog on my site. It's quite amazing considering that the songs are streaming at 32Kbps. It's quite impossible to play the songs if your using dial-up, broadband will be no problem.

Check this out. lolz

Wow, anytime from now May will deliver her first baby! I wonder kung ok lang siya. Siyempre kinakabahan siguro. How would you react when the baby comes out. A person bearing your genes and blood will welcome this world. At such an early age no one can really say that she is already prepared. Pero ibahin nyo tong babaeng to. Carrying the child for 9 months, I expect her to be happy more than anyone. Aksidente man o hindi, having a baby is such a blessing. I salute her for being strong! This event will be the turning point of her life. Coz in the end it really doesn't matter how you fall, what's important is you stand up and get your life back. I don't have her number so I just wish her goodluck. We don't really talk each other that much, but I know that we, that includes me, care for you so so much. Because you are part of this one big family called 4a3. Lahat naman ng mga girls sa 4a3 magkaka-baby, nauna ka nga lang hehe, unless baog yung iba ouch it hurts it hurts you know haha. Sana may magpost ng pics kahit sa groups or friendster. FIGHTING!!!

Come Back
Donell Jones

I remember when we used to love
It seems like yesterday
You know that I understand
But I wish that you could stay
But you live far away
Seems so far away
Now I can't wait until the summertime
I know you'll be coming back real soon
Baby you know how much I'm missin' you
Said I'm missin' you, I'm missin' you

I been thinking about you lady
Things ain't been the same since you'be been gone
I can't live without you lady
So won't you comeback, comeback

No matter how long it takes I'll wait for you
As I watch the seasons pass me by
God only knows that there's no mountains I won't climb
Cuz you stay in my heart and always on my mind
Life without you is just an empty world, yeah
What once was clear is now a blur
And this is something that I can't ignore
I'm missing you, I'm missing you

I been thinking about you lady
Things ain't been the same since you'be been gone
I can't live without you lady
So won't you comeback, comeback
Said I been waiting
Love I just can't live without, oh yeah
Instead I've beenI been thinking about you lady
Things ain't been the same since you'be been gone
I can't live without you lady
So won't you comeback, comeback

Kakaiyak tong kantang to, sobra.

Someone ask me before how it was easy on me to shift gears. I never answered it seriously. Coz I never shift gears. I like you way way back before. Take note the word is "like". You are so damn charming that it's really hard for me to get away from it. That's the reason why I always greet you, I always want to sit besides you, why I always glance at you and meet your eyes halfway, why I always want to talk to you. The bottom line is I just want to be close, really, nothing more nothing less. I'm so happy when you chose me to be your comforter, I know I can be of help. It's the simplest way I can be close to you, to know you more before our college day ends. Being just a friend, I never expected anything more than that. It's really tragic for me that time, because I'm liking you more and more each day. But Im a natural acceptor, I accept things the way they are suppose to happen. You said that you are going to miss me, but it turns out to be a catalyst that will bring us more closer. You searched for me, and I continue to be your comforter. As you can see, It's all your fault. I feel like Im in a different world right now. Somehow it feels like I have been here before. But it's more beautiful now, and I like it here. I just dont know how long I can stay. I wish I can find here what I'm looking for. And by the way...Thanks for everything. If I show my heart, would you be the one that I love.

E.G.G. (Extreme Gaming Ground) Market! Market! Presents:

DOTA Version 6 Tournament - BOUND FOR GLORY!

Respect is always earned not given!

(Philippines first ever alternate all pick tournament!)

5 on 5 Single Elimination Prize:

1st Place: P10000 + 5 Western Digital 200 GB Sata2 Hard Disk

2nd Place: P4000 + 5 Sapphire X550 256 MB Video Card

3rd Place: P2000 + 5 Astone Item (no specifics yet)

July 2, Sunday; 10 AM call time

Registration: 250/person; You can either register at 129 Internet Cafe or in E.G.G. Market Market.

EXACT LOCATION: #323 Xanland Place Bldg. Ground Floor Katipunan Ave. Loyola Heights Q.C.

TAKE NOTE: The tournament will take place in E.G.G. (Extreme Gaming Ground) Market! Market! and not in 129 Internet Cafe.

EXACT LOCATION: Level 4, Food Choices, Market! Market!, Bonifacio Global City, Taguig Ladder Elimination Format:

*Teams will be divided into 2 brackets ( A and B ) each consisting of 16 teams at maximum.

*Teams will pick a number (from 1-16) in a box. If for example a team picked number 1, then that team will fight whoever picks number 2 (and then 3 versus 4, 5 versus 6, and so on…).

*If ever there are 2 teams joining from the same group or clan, both of them may request to have different brackets.

Extracted from phgamers.com

DOTA National War: Philippines Vs. Singapore

A joint collaboration between Rapture Gaming Pte Ltd and Ocean Technology & Media

Exclusive Broadcasting Partner: Rapture Gaming Network

Official Gaming Platform: GG-Client

Organized By: www.gg-game.com

Tournament Format :
Single Elimination
16 invited teamsPreliminary: Philippine

Preliminary starts June 23, 2006Singapore Preliminary starts June 23, 2006Time: 20:00 GMT +8 (8pm ph/sg time)

Teams are given a window period of 4 days, 23rd June (Friday)to 26th June (Monday) to play your first match. Subsequent matches from Quarter Finals to the Finals will have to be played on 27th June (Quarter finals) 28th June(Semi finals) 29th June(Finals).

The champion of the Singapore league will be facing off against the Philippines’s finest in best of 3 games. RGN, the exclusive broadcasting partner of this tournament will be shout-casting the finals. So be sure to catch the VODs which will be released as soon as possible!

And may the best team win!
Extracted from Dotasg.com

Series Over. Miami Heat is the 2006 NBA Champions!






















Miami's Motto "15 Strong" Finals MVP Dwyane Wade
gg

NBA Finals Fever is on! Dallas Mavericks Vs. Miami Heat. Almost everybody talks about this. Its really quite funny how everyone shows support to their favorite teams. Mine is the Miami Heat. Haha They prove them wrong! After losing Game 1 and 2 to Dallas, they came up winning the last 3 games at home. Now they are up 3-2 and only one game away from being 2006 NBA champions. History shows that 75 percent who won game 5 with a series tied at 2-2 takes home the championship(since they employed the 2-3-2 format). But my trust on Miami Heat is based on their style and players. Shaquille hasn't been able to dominate the game. Although the "Superman" is contained the "Wonderboy" is here to save the day. It was all Dwyane Wade who carries the heat one win away to championship. Averaging 42 points in the last 3 games, the only one I can remember who plays with this kind of game is Micheal Jordan. If you watch Wade you can actually see some shades of MJ. Luckily for Dallas, it will be their home game. Unluckily for them, they need to stop Dwyane Wade. Oh my where can I buy Wade's Jersey? Fall seven times, Stand up Eight.

Let me tell you something about my father. His name is Leonardo Santos. Let's just call him Nanding. Shall I say that he is not that goodlooking. (agree mother?) He is dark, has thick eyebrows, smokes 1 pack of cigarettes a day, has a burn mark on his arm, and has a tatoo on his leg. It's really quite a miracle that mama and him got hook up because my mom is such a very very beautiful lady. My mom used to say that he don't like papa that much. Its quite a long story actually and there's an act of kidnapping if you are curious. But mama learn to love him and accept his flaws. With that they produce 5 siblings and that includes me. My mom lives now in Canada. My papa lives now in Malabon. Another long story of how it happened, but papa is one of the reasons why we got scattered now. It almost reached to the point that we almost exiled him as our father. But time heal all wounds. He is a different man now. I think he already realize all his mistakes. Though almost all of us have forgiven him, we can not bring the past back anymore and live together again. But we still visit him ocassionally now that he already has 2 grandsons. I never liked him. But I respect him. Happy Father's Day.

It's a been a while since my last post. Hay, sa totoo lang madami akong gustong isulat. Pero sa tuwing mag log ako eh parang may pumipigil sa akin isulat ang aking mga saloobin. Blogging has been my past time. This is were I can shout all of my feelings. Siguro kasi natatakot ako na mabasa ng mga taong tinutukoy ko ang blog ko. Eh hindi naman ako journalist although may freedom of speech din naman ako pero im still bound from my feelings. Anyway im still here naman. Sa totoo lang wala akong ginawa kundi magbasa ng ibang blogs! Nakakatuwa kasi ang dami kong natutunan haha. Kamusta na nga pala si Rayray. Well, ok lang ako. Medyo tumataba na naman. Palaging puyat as usual. Dalawin ko daw sila sa library. Pasensiya na pero wala pa akong ID. Hayaan nyo one of these days dadalawin ko kayo. Every friday nga pala is 4a3's get together lunch. Nakakatuwa naman at naiisip ni Grace na magkitakita kahit once a week. Pero sa totoo lang eh nahihiya pa akong magpakita sa inyo. Pero kung alam nyo lang pinagprapray ko kayo palagi. Na sana eh 100 percent kayong pumasa sa board, 4a3 for fighting!! I send a secret prayer up above and put my heart away. So that you could be free..

Religion has never been an issue to me. I think God is not that cruel that he will not save you if you are in the wrong religion duh. As long as we have faith then God will continue to watch us. We need religion so that we can be guided. So it's important to choose a religion that will fit our needs. Some are solemn yet some are lively, some are technical while some are casual, but in the end they will all claim, that they are worshipping the same God. I was born an INC, but I think im already in the right age to at least try some other forms of worship. I graduated at a prestigious Catholic school, so am very much aware what Catholism is. What I am curious about are the Born Again's. I have some knowledge of what they actually do. But more or less, Born Again's form of worship is known for being lively and catchy. My friend Rochy is a Born Again Christian. Out of my curiosty I tried to ask her a few questions, and I do plan to attend some of their services. Yesterday I joined their fellowship activity, the purpose of which is to create a harmony between churches. I was so astonished of how these people have such a positive outlook in life, just what I think everyone of us needs. I looked at everyone's eyes, and all I saw was radiance, illuminating all the dark shadows of every people in there, and that includes me. For the first time in my life, my soul felt alive. Their songs were all wonderful, the tunes and specially the lyrics. Of course I didn't know the tune but my heart was singing and my body just wanna let it all come out! I love concerts coz I love to jam, and it was just like a concert but it was for God. Maybe that's why they called it Born Again, because many have converted and somehow they feel like their souls were being born again. I still need to hear their teachings because that's important too. But I had so much fun!! I feel so blessed after the activity, and its true.

Aside from having fun, I also met a lot of people. There are 3 churches all in all, but the Reach Community Fellowship is where Rochy is included. They are not that big in numbers, in fact there are only about 30-40 members. So they are much like a family whenever they have worship services. Oh and they called themselves "The Acceptors"! What a coincidence for me, because that is my motto in life, "Learn to Accept, and everything will be easy." This is my personal motto, I made it base on my experiences. I think that it is true in every aspect of life. Whenever I have troubles, I learned to accept first the event, and with that I can think of a solution without any worries or move on with my life with determination. I also learned to accept people for what they are. And of course I learned to acccept my own weaknesses, which gives me much room for improvements. The word acceptance itself has other meanings. To accept sometimes is to say "yes", to "receive", worst is to "let go". People tends to "reject" than to "accept". Because when we accept and "receive" something, we need to forego something of "equal value". And that is life my friend, but we only need to accept one thing in this world, and that is no other than God.
Deep inside this armor, The warrior is a child.

I have great news, at least for us and my colleagues. There will a be full blown dota tournament this June and July. And it's not just any ordinary tournament, it's gonna be Philippines Vs. Singapore! The rules and regulations were not yet finalized but the participating teams are already known. Since this is an "invitational" event not everyone can join, only those teams that are invited can fight for the country. And of course we are one of the participants! I am so proud of my team, it's just like being nominated in an awards night. It just shows that we are one of the best, at least here in the Philippines, and we are ready to kick some Singaporean's ASS. >: D
We will give them partida, I think we will gonna use Singapore Rules.

Umatend ako ng graduation kahapon. Nakakatuwa naman at kahit na mainit ang panahon eh masaya ang lahat. Masaya ako at nakita ko silang lahat, masaya rin kaya sila at nakita nila ako ayaw ko naman talaga pumunta eh kasi bitter ako nung una hahaha Anyway nag enjoy naman talaga ako kasi ang dami kong nakitang mga beauties. Yung iba di ko akalain na may igaganda pala hahaha nag iibang anyo pag nag aayos. Kabilang sa mga beauties na nakita ko, mga natural na magaganda to ha, si Ek, Maan, Xindy, Angie, Michelle, Eda, and Rochy. Si Winnie late kasi pero malamang "fabolous" rin yun as usual. Gawin ko ba namang red carpet ang gradutation haha Nakita ko rin si Mr. AMV himself. Happy Graduation to all.

Happy B-day kay pareng Lem. Inumaga na rin tayo haha
We were meant to be, for eternity. Its plain to see, im living just a fantasy.