I haven't written anything that makes sense lately. So let me try doing one before the year ends. I tried asking a friend whats is her greatest fear so far. And she answered me ... to love the wrong person again. And so I ask myself, does past relationships makes your former lover a wrong person? Definitely not. When you love someone all you can see is her beautiful side and accept all her flaws. When two people love each other, a wrong person does not exist. I think it is not the person who is wrong but the "love" itself. If we only love a person out of pity or we are forcing ourselves to be loved by someone, then that kind of love is wrong to begin with. We only label them as wrong persons because they hurted us or somehow broke our hearts. There is no such thing as perfect relationship. Love is always accompanied by hurt. The ultimate test for anyone is how to sustain your love for each other. The best thing you can do is to know the person first, but you can really never assess someone until you undergo the test of time. So if I will rephrase her answer then your fear is not that of loving the wrong person, but your afraid that you might get hurt again or better yet you are not yet ready to give your love to someone. If I ask this to myself, my fear is.. not to be love back by the person you love, because I know to myself that I had so much to give and yet I can't share it. Happy New Year to everyone!!

Sometimes its good to be back to your old self, but sometimes it can be scary too.