Saturday, August 18, 2007

To Fight...is to overcome anything in order to gain something..something that is important, something worth keeping. It is a nature for humans to fight especially if it will affect his life so much. Ive used the word "fighting" for quite some time now. Whenever Im down or when I have problems, my innerself will always tell me to fight! not to give up no matter what! But as I take a few steps in life, I just realize that no matter how hard you try..there are just some fights in your life that you just can't win. Anyway life is just like a 2 way street, someone wins while the other side loses. But who wants to lose anyway...sadness, loneliness, depression...these are just a few things a "loser" can experience. I always associate fighting with love. Because everyone is capable of fighting for the ones they love. But one of the greatest tragedy in life...is not being with the person you love. Love can be a funny thing sometimes, you love someone but she loves somebody else. How will you fight for someone..if that someone is fighting for somebody else.. sad enough but true. 2 weeks before, I really felt like a loser. The moment you expect love is the moment everything will become troublesome. But of course I dont want to be remembered as the guy who fell in love to a friend and got wasted in the process. For me it really doesnt matter how hard you fall, what matters most is how strong you got up. Maybe the biggest mistake I made is that I expected too much. True love doesn't expect anything in return. =) Whats important is that you have the ability to love, and to share this love with someone. When I come to think of it, maybe I'm not a loser after all. I know God is alive within me, because He is indeed a God of Love. . Maybe In His eyes, Im the true winner. Because Ive been honest, and I don't regret anything at all. The rain has stopped...It's time for me to move on. =)

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

well said...=) -ChErRy

Dada said...

I like this post rayray. You should make more like it. :)