mama

Today is Sunday. Sana nakauwi na si darling ng tarlac at nang makaligo na siya sa shower! Anyway dito ako ngayon kina Tito Raul. Nag Webcam kasi si mama. Sayang wala si darling. Ang saya saya pa naman kasi nandito si nanay. Nakakatuwa lang kasi ang lalaki na ng mga pinsan ko. At talagang pinakitaan ako ni Mj at ni Niang ng special dance number. hahaha. Feeling ko nandun na ako sa stage na ako naman ang magbibigay. Dati kasi hingi lang ako ng hingi hahaha. Sige pag may trabaho na ako. Grrrrr hindi ako maka log in sa eleap.

shit

Hay nako, ang sarap sarap matulog. Kung bakit naman kasi kailangan kong gumising ng maaga every Saturday. Siyempre dahil may computer class ako. Unfortunately eh wala si Sir Pascual. Miss ko na si sir hahaha. So ngayon eh kailangan kong maghintay ng 3 oras bago ang regular classes ko. Kung kelan pa naman marami akong oras para tapusin yung online course ko, nakakainis talaga kasi nawawala yung registration form ko! Nandun kasi yung password so hindi ako maka pag log-in. May online test pa naman. Bahala na si batman. Sana namisplace ko lang yun sa kwarto. Anyway its a beautiful day today! Kahit inaantok antok pa ako eh nagising ako sa ganda ng araw ngayon. Nakakatulong talaga ang pag inom ng vitamins hahaha

wcg

Wcg is on Sunday! I've decided to join. Everyone is cheering me up. At least there will be 10 of us. Still darling is not cheering me. She has a reason of course. How can I win if the one who inhabits my account doesn't agree. Anyway I want to experience heavy competition thats all. Good luck to us. Yeahbha, Rapee,Starmars, Boy_sibak, def-,isau, pheee, omee, and me.

no clases

Hay nako, parang bakasyon pa rin dito sa Uste. 4 hours na nga lang ang klase ko tapos suspended pa yung first 2 hours. Nandyan kasi si Mr. Velayo.(Yung alumni na may ari ng SGV) Kung titingnan mo 4 hours maikli nga naman pero hitik sa pag aaral. 4 hours kang nagcocompute ng mga problems. Kung minsan parang nadadalian ako sa course ko(naks yabang), hilig ko kasing mag compute. Pero madalas eh nadadala ako ng katamaran. Minsan kahit anong aral mo, mababa pa rin ang makukuha sa mga quiz. Yung sagot mo kasi lalabas batay sa pag analyze mo sa problem. So pag mali ang pagkakaintindi mo sa problem eh mali ka na. Kung minsan nga grammar lang ang magpapamali sayo. Next year board na. Sabi nga ng mga prof namin eh hindi kami aabot dito kung hindi namin kaya. Naalala ko tuloy si mama ko. Sabi nya kasi sakin nung bata pa kami eh matuto kaming magbasa. As in magbasa ng magbasa. Well sinunod ko naman sya noon kaya nga lumabo mata ko eh hahaha. Speaking of books, worth 2500 lahat ng libro namin ngayong semester. Nakakatamad pa namang basahin kapag makapal tapos ang liliit pa ng sulat hahaha. Sana makaya ng memory ko to. Yun lang. Good Day! = )

cd

Rejoice. May bagong album si Craig David mwahahaha. Yung first single entitled "All the way" i re-release sa August 8, tapos yung album entitled " The Story Goes.." i re-release sa August 22. I just love this guy. Hope his 3rd album will go back to its british rnb roots, just like what made his first album "Born to do it" phenomenal. Hmmm...you know we'll be getting some getting jiggy just for fun...

wala lang

Well nandito ako sa library, hinihintay ang klase ni darling. Kung bakit naman kasi bawal ang friendster dito, feeling ko kasi kailangan ko nang i update yon. Anyway tinopak na naman ang darling ko kagabi...pangit pakinggan diba pero sa mga nakakakilala kay Angela Alfonso, alam ko maiintindihan nyo ako. Pero mahal na mahal ko tong babaeng to. Sa aking darling, Stop thinking too much. Its not necessary. Today is more important than yesterday. Let things happen. Isa pa huwag kang matakot sa akin. Magtiwala ka lang. Kasi ako buo ang tiwala ko sayo. Luv na Luv kita. Dapat siguro mag yoga ka. Para matanggal mga negative energies mo hahaha. Siyanga pala minulto ako ng papa mo kagabi, sabi nya sa akin thank you daw hahaha joke.

the luv

Yesterday I was surprised because Tam and Kiti went to arena..well... to see their friend who is my girlfriend. The truth is I was very happy to see them, lively as ever. =) Suddenly when they are about to leave, i felt sad. Maybe because i wasn't able to talk to them more. Well it's not that I can't see Tam everyday and talk. Its the "Luv" that I want to see! Belive it or not, napakalaki ng utang na loob ko sa dalawang ito =) Siguro magugulat sila pag nabasa nila ito. How ironic isn't. Long before eh nahihiya ako sa dalawang ito, kasi sa tuwing aawayin ko si darling eh sa dalawang ito siya nagpupunta. Well ngayon hindi lang nila alam kung gaano nila binago ang lahat-lahat =) To these two pretty ladies ,Tam and Kiti, once in your life... ray-ray considers you as "sparks" of his life.

bading

Hay nako, alam nyo ba namomroblema na naman si darling ko...pero hindi ko makuhang damayan sya, bagkus eh sumakit na nga halos ang panga ko sa kakatawa. By the way she is serious about this. hahaha Hindi pa nga sya nakatulog kagabi. Kasi may kutob daw sayang... bading ako! hahahaha O di ba nakakatawa. I have nothing against gays pero ako..bading..hahaha I'll just give her the "benefit of the doubt". Anyway I dont think this is a serious matter. And darling please.. I can never be serious with regards to this hahahaha.

insomiac

I am not sleeping well these past few nights *sigh* = ( Last wednesday i just registered my longest sleep yet. From 1am up to 5pm, almost 16 hours!! What am I doing the whole day?! Natulog ako gabi tapos pagising ko gabi na naman! And guess what, I can't sleep at night. Nakahiga lang ako magdamag. Gusto kong matulog pero di ko magawa haha Nakakatulog ako mga 5 am na, tapos magigising ako 9 para manood ng NBA. Hindi pwedeng ganito lalo pa't Mid session na ko. Sleeping pills, anyone?

at last

Today is our 27th monthsary! Too bad we're not together = ( It is because I chose to be here in Manila. But dont get me wrong. It's not that I don't want to be with her. It's just that I am not myself. But still don't get me wrong for that. Me and my darling had gone through a lot of trials already. Insensitivity, harmful words, and a wounded heart. Only she will understand what these things are. Unlike flesh wound, a wounded heart takes a long time to heal. Worst case is it may never heal at all. Long before I demand time for it to heal. But you choose to be by my side. We gambled our relationship, up to the extent that you hate me. But still you are there. The past haunts me like crazy, that I almost give up. But still you are here. Just thinking about all your sufferings for me makes me cry at night. You stay like crazy, like there is no more love left for you in this world if it is not me. Time passes by, as this day approaches I took a glimpse of my heart, and you know what darling, it doesn't hurt any more. Yes I can feel it. It has finally recovered. You just healed it yourself. And for that I thank you. Thank very much. Bunso and Monster is back on track. That is if you will still accept my love. The next time you'll see me, i'll be better. Thanks for believing in me. I love you so so much. Happy monstery. = )

poem 101

Pasukan na naman. Naalala ko 3 years ago, pumasok ako sa classroom tapos merong isang babaeng sobra ang daldal. haha Naka red shirt sya nun at naka jeans. Ang alam ko hindi nya ako type nun kasi mukha akong chinese. Sino ba naman ang hindi makakapansin sa taong eto eh ganadong ganodo mag introduce ng sarili! Ang hindi nya alam ay buong araw ko syang pinagmamasdan.hahaha Well after three years, eto kami pa rin ang magkasama nitong babaeng ito. In fact monthsary namin bukas!
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There is this girl in this life of mine
Her name's Angela and she claims to be an Egyptian
She is my kind of girl, the apple of my eye
My day is always complete whenever she passes me by

At first I was not sure of what I feel
But I know that they are strong, true and sincere
I have fallen in love and this much is true
Lucky me for she had fell for me too

Yes, we became lovers, we are now on the same team
Now I can hug and kiss her, before it was a dream
Angela, I love you and everything that is about you.
Your looks, your smiles even the wierd things that you do

This honest love between us is getting much stronger
If there is, I will move away all your stormy weather
Didn't we promise to take care of each other's heart
Don't worry, I will be the most faithful boyfriend you'll ever had

I have never been this happy through the course of my life
For I have found my true love and hope we'll never part
If it is because of me you'll be able to write again
Look, it is because of you I'm able to write one!
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Isa ito sa mga poem na binigay ko sa kanya dated 031903
Alam ko medyo corny sya, pero sabi nga ni monster lahat ng ka kornihan dito totoo.
Sobrang bilis ng panahon, na realize ko na ang dami kong nasayang na oras. Sayang kasi hindi ko ginamit para ipadama sayo kung gaano kita kamahal. Ganun paman, Maraming maraming salamat sayo at hindi mo ako iniiwan. Mahal na mahal kita.

nicks

Here are some of my nicknames:

Ray = tawag sa akin ni Ralp (twin brother ko)
Ann = tawag sa akin ni Mama (pa girl!)
Labo = tawag sa akin ni Papa (grade 1 pa lang nakasalamin na ako)
Ralp = tawag sa akin ni Kuya Jhoel (hanggang ngayon nalilito pa rin sya!)
Sinto-sinto = tawag sa akin ni Kuya Ati (siya ang mapamintas kong kapatid, kaiinis!)
ReAnn = tawag sa akin ni Ate Jobelle (ang maganda at maputi kong ate)
Bunso = tawag sa akin nung bata pa ako (sabi nila dagdag daw ako hehe)
Darling = tawag sa akin ni Angela (darling ko yan!)
Botsog = tawag sa akin ni darling (tawag ko din sa kanya yan nung mataba pa sya)
Jay = tawag sa akin ng mga college friends ko(sina pareng Jordan, Rj, Lawrance, Kirby,Delphin,Charles, Val and mareng Pam), tawag din sa akin ni Mama Viring!
Ray tawa = tawag sa akin nung grade school ( courtesy of my teacher Ms. Adriano)
Ray libog = tawag sa akin nung highschool ( kasi supplier ako ng XXX hehe)
Ray baboy = tawag sa akin ng mga kaasaran ko nung HS(sina Alco, Kris lasing, munoz)
Dyabro = tawag sa akin nung magaling pa akong mag counter strike(sa northmall and dapitan)
darling.unleash = tawag sa akin sa warcraft(account name ko)
yuki = tawag sa akin sa arena (name ko pag nag lalaro kami)
Ka -Ray = tawag sa akin sa church (I.N.C here)
Manalo = tawag sa akin nang V.CON boys ( sina excon, poe, kuya Rod)
Ray-ray = bago kong nickname! ( tawag sa akin nina tamtam and kiti)

friendster

Sa wakas may friendster account na po ako! hahaha, my e-mail address "dyabro@yahoo.com" ok?
thanx = )

ek.

hey! hey! hey! Back to school na naman. Last year ko na sa Uste... pero hinde importante yun hehe. Well nagpunta ako sa tarlac nung may 31! It's nice to see mama Viring and Lie again! I stayed there for 2 days. Just when i thought of dieting, mama Viring treated me to a nice restaurant and served me a healthy dose of bulalo = ) those who know me will agree.. that i am an eating machine mwahaha i think there's a fine line between obesity and "chubby"-sity... hahaha still...people love me for what i am, my darling often answers me " you're body is fine" well because she like me to be huggable = ) but i feel fat hahaha fatass!! just like "chouji" in naruto but please dont compare to "gluttony" of fullmetalalchemist. Well anyway enough of this reflection. Actually the real deal of the week is our so-called gimmick at Enchanted Kingdom!! Me and my Darling went there together with our kind and beautiful friends (bypartners) Kiti and Tam-tam, Aaron and Angie, Ila and Allen, and Lai and April! I had so much fun eventhough im so scared to ride the space shuttle( remember, mother?). We spent 8 hours there! no fireworks for us though. But there is one new ride there that says "Expect to get wet" haha. It was midnight already when we reach Manila, so we decided to end the day at Kiti's house at Marikina. It was indeed a nice house. I can now understand why darling often sleeps there. Because the moment i got in, i feel right at home. Special thanks to Kiti for providing us a comfy bed. Thank God i didn't snork hahaha by the way thanks to ate weng for drying up my shoes hahaha So many thing happened, i feel like narrating everthing(such as those how i look stupid when im on a ride lol, those foods i ate, those fights I had witness haha, oops i forgot to tell about tagaytay...) but im not like that. To those people who made me feel special and happy, THANK YOU VERY VERY VERY MUCH!! =) darling bkit wala ka nang tagboard?