at last

Today is our 27th monthsary! Too bad we're not together = ( It is because I chose to be here in Manila. But dont get me wrong. It's not that I don't want to be with her. It's just that I am not myself. But still don't get me wrong for that. Me and my darling had gone through a lot of trials already. Insensitivity, harmful words, and a wounded heart. Only she will understand what these things are. Unlike flesh wound, a wounded heart takes a long time to heal. Worst case is it may never heal at all. Long before I demand time for it to heal. But you choose to be by my side. We gambled our relationship, up to the extent that you hate me. But still you are there. The past haunts me like crazy, that I almost give up. But still you are here. Just thinking about all your sufferings for me makes me cry at night. You stay like crazy, like there is no more love left for you in this world if it is not me. Time passes by, as this day approaches I took a glimpse of my heart, and you know what darling, it doesn't hurt any more. Yes I can feel it. It has finally recovered. You just healed it yourself. And for that I thank you. Thank very much. Bunso and Monster is back on track. That is if you will still accept my love. The next time you'll see me, i'll be better. Thanks for believing in me. I love you so so much. Happy monstery. = )