Looks like I have to postpone my proposed "on blog leave" scenario for a while, im just too happy the last few days, and happy moments need to be on record.
First of all, I would like to congratulate all of my classmates for finishing their summer course. I can almost see their trials everyday, why wouldn't I... it's written all over their faces!! Almost everyone have eyebags, pimples(lolz), some have colds, while others are just out of themselves. At least none of their are crying, except for me of course. Friday was the last day of summer, and to my dismay I just cry, maybe because everyone were dismissed early and the whole building was suddenly empty, maybe because everyone has their respective toga already, maybe because my summer course is not yet finished, or maybe because I wasn't able to give Rochy her present. To my luck, I was not alone. Niel and Erika share the same curse as mine. I went to DQ and spend a little time with my friends there. But I prefer to be alone that time and cheer myself with good music. I was about to go home through asturias when I saw Ate Angel and Ate Jo buying fishballs. They invited me to chill at Tapsi. I come with them since I have nothing to do. To my surprise the whole gang is there, Ate Mau, Ate Vera, Ate Clarice and Ate Anna! They all want me to stay and so I did. I had a great time chatting with them. They even squeze "delicate" information out of me! And that I cannot tell. It's really funny now that me and their group has this "big big big secret" which will serve as our bond.
They all thought that I am a good man, being a boyfriend in particular. All I can say is that is not true. Yes I exhibit utmost fidelity, but sometimes it is not really enough. Even love is not enough to nurture a two and a half year long relationship. I had my own issues and flaws. There is the saying that "pag ang babae ang nagloko, ibig sabihin may pagkukulang ang lalake", and that is true. Everything is chain reaction, and if you could only trace the root cause, I believe the fault is mine.
Saturday, me and my friends enters a small time tournament. And since our rivals and oppositions were not there, we easily won 1st place. And we ate at Cely's like we always do using the money we have won. Late at midnight, we fought one of our rival teams at their homecourt. We could have won the game but shit happens. One of my friends got an error and the game was reset at the last save point. In other words we lost. Every spectator there agree that we could have won the game. That's when I realize that these people were not just ordinary friends. Yah we lost big time and even pointing at each others mistake. But we never been this close before. We are more like brothers now. I can see that even without this game that binds us, our brotherhood will stay and play.
Sunday, I woke up 10 am in the morning. With my hair raised so high, Ralf and Che entered the room. They invited me to watch The Da Vinci Code. Of course I couldn't resist that especially because it's a treat. We went to Greenbelt and fortunately we were able to buy 3 tickets at 2pm. The fun part is that my seat was so far from them, about 8 seats apart. Anyway it doesn't matter as long as I can watch the movie. The movie was not that friendly if you havn't read the book. It was 2 and half hours long. Overall I think the director was fair at making the movie. It wasn't scandalous at all. As for me it didn't corrupt me at all, maybe because I believe that it was only pure fiction. No spoilers here, just go watch it for yourself.
My heart is filled with joy lately. Maybe because someone is filling it unconsciously. It takes two to tango, but sometimes you can love someone without expecting love in return. Love has it's risk too. Just like ate Vera said "nagmamahal ka ng palihim". You just want to be with that person, because she can make your "butterfly" in your stomach flap their wings, without even thinking about love itself. This is my longest post yet. All I do is think of you, I cant deny that's all I do.